Mar 31, 2026 - 9:48PM
i just saw tis omgg f https://nitter.net/pic/orig/media%2FG-tVjVzbQAEfN8N.jpg 
sosoo cutee i lokkvoeeeee eyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
i wann fix instagram de-slopify it some day
tis retarded moid is pissin me offfffffffff
Innocence is the opposite of guilt
i relaly wanna to the library ive juust been kinda sick?? isince i got hoem
do you hate youself so much its a disease
i hate time blindness i hate time blindness i hate time blidnness i hate time blidnness i aht
i read comments on indivious once and get a headahce okay
IM SO MAD when yu have to orgizinne
memories i have being 5 y/o and before
2- when i was learning to walk up the stairs and i finally did it, and i saw my brother watching tv, and so far i had noticed he was always asking my mom/grandma to watch tv, and when i got there i was like, okay you know, its my turn now, youve had 2 full years for the tv for your own (so far while ive been alive) so i think its my turn now and i should have 2 years all to myself as well...
2/3 when my mom was trying to put me to sleep and singing and i act didnt feel sleepy at all but i noticed she was like ive been here for hours go to sleep alr so i closed m eyes to pretend i was asleep and she put me in bed thought i was just pretending, and then she closed the door and left me in the dark room and i walked to the door n opened it to see and i thought i should be sleeping...not doing things while they think im aasleep
2/3/4(ill ask) - when my mom was carrying me walking down and then the dog walked in between so my mom lost balance and we both fell and she hurt her knee so they called a parademic or smt and she was sitting in the ground of he living room and everyone was over there and since no one was supervising me i went to pick up flowers 4 her and i remember her saying wait where is (me) and i came back to give her the flowers
3/4- my grandma and bro picking me up from kindergaten and we were walking by the dark green fenc with flowers, it was a sunny day
3/4/5 i was in my littel cabin house in the front yard and thats when my brother was playing with money and he started choking on them and then my grandma came to do the firstaid stomach thing but she was rlly bad and weak so my mom pushed her aside and she got it out ๐
3/4- when the teachers in kindergarten where doing my hair (it really hurt)
3/4- i remeber seeing the what-your-kid-had-for-lunch-today in the main office, it was carrot soup, beige plastic plate, wrapped in clear plastic, on the shelve, left of the desk
4??? when i told my mom i [shipped] (i didnt know what shipping was, so i just described it as them wanting them to end up tgt) rainbow dash and twilight, and then my mom was like lol but rainbow is a girl, and i was like she Is?!?!?!?? (i thought rainbow was a boy)
4- when i finsiehd my todler music lessons and since i was a big kid now i had to pick my instrument and my mom said piano or violin, and i was like both, and my mom was like you have to choose one, but i wanted both, like really, dont wanna choose, and i was like okay this is a decision that i will have to live in for a big part of my life and i could fundamentally change the way things go with what i say. and i thought about, ookay most people play the piano its relaly popular, violin is not as popular, it might be harder, i think theyre both hard, so ill pick violin (to be more special...yeah๐) plus in piano you sit, and violin you stand so thats cooler (more aerodynamic???), and i was like uhhhh both :-( ahhhhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmm okay violin.
4- when we were having naptime and i didnt have my blanket so i told the teacher the (kid who bullied me) took it and then they were like dont do that even though he didnt and after school when my mom was picking me up he passed me in the front lobby and i whsipered sorry :-[
5- when i tried to confess to my crush during lunch and he showed my i like you card to the teacher and then he walked over to my desk and was like uhh hi you dropped this, i think its for your mother right??
5- the talking corn, my imaginary friend, i told him to stay at home,, but when i went 4 my packback to get my lucch i saw him there and whispered him hey i told you to stay at home youre gonna get caught >:(
5- we were doing cursive or letter learning writting... i thought i was good at it
5- my mom helped me with my hoemwork, it was a written asisgnemtn, but wehn we handed it to the teacher she said i had to write it myself
5- wehn my mo was helpingme with my homework but she left for a while for something and the scisors where right there so i cut a bit of my hair and i hid it under my shoe thoguh i thought i was gonna get caught but i didnt so she was keeping on teaching me but i couldnt focus bc i thought about confession or if she was gona notice so i confessed but she didnt get mad.
5- we were learning about the planets of the solar system
5- we were learning numbers in greek
5- we went to thsi other room to dance, dark blue and green, i think it was chespirito.
5- when i was in my room pretending i was talkng to my crush and i forgot my mom had this speaker track-your-kid-from the other room so i was like dammit i had just shared all of that with my parents and grandma who were in the kitchen where you can hear it
5- when i was imaging getting umm yeah thoughts that are maybe not very safe for work n now that i think about it how was i thinking about tht at 5
5- whne you try to walk over somehwere but another person is comin int your way from the other side so that happenedto my crush and my teacher and i was like dammit i wish that was me and it hppened eventually
5- when my da helped me do the light rainbow white spinnning project to show my classmates (wow that was physics cool) and yeah, also when i went to show my violin and i told them sure you can tocuh it wait no bc its sensible but they were already tocuhing it so i told my teacher like theyre not supposed to do that but my teacher said its fine i was lowkey mad
5- when they were teaching music music etacher and we were stting in a circle and he asked one girl are those ear warmers or headphones and she said they were earwamers.
5- when other kids where walking up to my teacher to get their stomachs pinched to see if they had fat and it was like funny ig wenwere all walking up to see okay
5- when i told my teacher i went to mixquiahuala to see my famil but she thoguht i said my great-great-grandma
5- when i said to the other girl in my grade i also wish my (crush) was in our class
I am an unlikeable person. Thats is why i got. Thats what i get. To be degraded. To be hurt. Because my parents have done things right. To harm me. To be filled with so much hate and anger because of me. Why does no one do the same. Why does no one take it out on me. Why does no one show their hatred towards me?
nothing pisses me off more than diet culture its too harmfull and im as sick of it as the amount of people its made sick i hate it and hate everything it has done to this world
no wait i know. this is like writting in a little notes and leaving it behind and maybe somewhere sometime someone opens it and maybe looks at it
i havent figured out why im here totally but close enoguh :-)
back to the webring mayb but ill clean up posts l8r because i CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some posts being really small and some being a whole paragraph also annoy me ig.
i do not read my thoughts page. do not read own thoughts page. do n
i just saw tis omgg f https://nitter.net/pic/orig/media%2FG-tVjVzbQAEfN8N.jpg sosoo cutee i lokkvoeeeee eyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
(below) shoto a minutes... s this,,,, me being #triggereds ๐ค๐ค โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ nani???
i hate that simple everyday things that should be inoffensive remind me of the life filled with trauma
never look up what people on the internet will say about a new show you like because all they keep saying is how its incest this and that.
im sure they wouldnt be saying as much if both the actors werent very attractive or if they werent bickering so much. will siblings be able to argue without someone saying theres chemistry. the lion does not care for faggs comments on the internet.
on the quest for jeans that dont itch
best part about ice cream is the cone
i think about how life has changed over the last 40 decades a lot
I hope people hate me, they deserve to hate me so much more than i hate myself
can you be a good person for even ONE SINGLE SECOND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god i really detest myself #surprised
in need of an email
i wish i didnt remember i exist
i really like the opening credits for the fnaf movie
IM LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
You must understand the whole of life, not just one part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, why you must sing, dance and write poems, and suffer, and understand, for all that is life.
every body is beatiful and nobody is horny
can you not see how hekkin COOL and ORGINAL and SPECIAL and UNIQUE i am and do
WE SHALL START THE INDOCTRANATION OF TRUE JUNIAN PSYCOLOY ON TE NEOCTITIANS AS TWILL BE INFECTED AND NO ORNER WiLL BE LEFT INTACT
(below) you dont even know what joy is
akhromant moVED TO NECOITIES this is the bestest day of my entire life
i was able to read a (heading) 4 the first time w/o looking it up!!! ((it was ใใใใ )
I just watched point brdak n it was so fricking gay. i wasnt totally convinced so i go online search 4 it AND PEOPLE AGREE WITH ME ITS SO FRICKUNG HOMOSEXUAL
found on geocities https://geocities.restorativland.org/Athens/Olympus/1007/
Wanting to be a boy that looks like a girl while being a girl ohhh my life is so hard this is ao hard guys
I wouldnt want to wish that first of all. Because i dont want to bother people. I musnt. Do i think one day i will be rewarded for my silence?
Ofcourse i wish i could speak my mind. If i did that would i be interesting.
"Rikako doesnt have a single rededmable characteristic" YO WHY ARE YOU ACTING lile rikako is hitler. Shes just a spolied brat. Anyways i find this viewpoint that rude (female...) characters that make decidions that hurt others as unlikeable..?? Sure theyre morality can be.. Unlikeable.. But if someone is like that can you not leave that to irl? There should be those characters.. Ans some people might still find them u likeable regardlesd, but the tjing is that thid is A FILM so we can explore these "unlikeable" traits wo necessairily feeling like taht... Dont you think.. Its not a requirement for you to find them unlikable. We dont have to demonstrate our morality through tv. But i agree that. The reason... Is that ppl HAVE made chsracaters with 'unlikeable' traits but they sre still able to make them "likeable" through being more... Not just an explanation 2 their actions, necessarily, but other kind of susbtance... And perhaps part of that susbtance is agency. In this movie as well, the girl is only there to develop the guy so boooooooo. So she doesnt get much ground to stand by herself, and plus, the only thing shes really standing on is her 'unlikeableness' so yeah... We only can see this view? No there are reasons like her parents but bc its told in the viewpoint of the mc = what she does to the mc, only thats stands out. And well i think having characters that arent great people is. Gr8! ;-} but i wish any (chafacteristic( wasnt js to develop the guy. I also dont think boring is bad what if i want to be bored? ๐ค i think cohesivenesd does tie it 2geter. And theres some other subteltied... Hm tjid movie could be so mucj cohesive and it already has (subtext) it wad just not used, ignored. You could really make it much.. More with just a few changes. I think its that for most medias it has these subtulties or stories but at the end of the dau perhaps they esnt for a pajt and conclusion that protected one tjing while ignoring t.what it did all of that before which either gets icnored, forgotten,
I SAID.... i wtctybMOEVI; ;!! THEN write gjen listen ๐ค๐ libretube. Ah. Sleep; ;
Omygod this drafr keep getting dleeted ๐, ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Absolute regret.. NO I MIST NOT I MOST NOT (no think no think no think)
NOO THE AHHH AHHHH NO EHSY THE PASY AND I DID WHAT NO AND IM GLTJD AHHH (REGRET) (REGRET)
I want to read this articld ahhh!!!! (โฅ๏นโฅ) (โฅ๏นโฅ) (โฅ๏นโฅ) (โฅ๏นโฅ)
Meow 67 siz sevenn meowe hana dul se wait no ichi ni san yon go roku nana
Im ready with my back to the wind and i will fly higher than i ever did ill follow all my dreams my destiny is waiting for me i am on my way heading for a sunny blue sky and all my past worries i will leave them behind now its time for the beggininng of a brighter day
Havent been to the library for a while it shoudl fo me good i just want 2 read
The worlf really tried to subvert my expectations in the most unthinkable way posible
i geeuneunly love the croods absolute cinema. i should be a good pr for them
i should block a page,,,,
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hungry
im late welp
lololol
somebody just fuckingb bought the keitiai i was about to buy like 2 seconds before due whatdthe fukcl.
the heat is very inviting
its the narrative.
im so hekkin embarrased and i wnt to kill myself. oh my god i am in a public space and the embarssment i have aroud being seen is immense. why is this so diffuctl bruh.
Today once again. Even if i have to hide them to move. But not to walk. ๐
Fuclll mlg fbruh bfuckddddd. Gughk. Gi. Fi. Omy hoz. Somgy djog. Shit tup.. Mshut upp ahhjjhhhhhhhhhh-hyhhhhhhhhhhh fud3e. Deud3. Stip. Fsck. Fucl. Fakv km. M do zldeept. Ooooooo sleepy. Ahhhhh. Imso tired sftwt schkwl. Kmdo yired;! [[[โ โ , nnn!!!! Ijsgebnonene4hy. รegermr. Energy.
thought has created the future and the future is the very nature of fear
NEW AKROMANT PPPST AWOOOOOOWO AAAJFJfjf i cant ave my key eic WWWJ WOOO and eteyposted it todsy like right today omG!!1
aaaaaaaaaaa im so anxious aaaaaaaa
the most sedative things that sedate me:
piki diary
amerika minyou kenkyukai
listening to jiddu krishnamurti
perhaps plants are a balance between aliveness and stagnation or, hibernation??
My ideal day would be learning japanese liatening tk j pop. Watch one or two videos on youtube that stimulate me intellectually and the. Have skmething to write about or come closer to figeuing out the topic. And then maybe thinking about how it relayed to another tuing. And writting about my day. And not worrying that j Hve 80 mossing assignemts. And running. And listening to music on my ipod. And going to run while losteining to music. And going to the forest park thing. And biking to the library. And reading in the library. Or wrtting. I could do taf.
Its okay to rest
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DNI:
-ppl who dont know what a guava is and have never eaten one
-have never watched at least 1 precure or magical girl series
-genuinely have DNIs and take it seriously
-any xitter subculture
-instaram comments popular white girl speech or twitter subculture speech
-never playedmario krt 64
lets get outta here
i think i spend too much time on this site,,,,,,,,,,,,
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I should maybe ppst more lackluster nothing burger on piki
This thing changez froms my bullshitt jokes to pseudu intellectual rambles to lackluster nothing burger to being on the verge of it i jiat hope the tone ia still there
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Lol what is stayist cafe evne abouta
Omgg thsreis TPN pop hp for 10th annivers3y ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐คi alao need t9 use the xitter front end
Arent you the whole damm universe waiting to be discovered
If you are on hrt arenttttttt you technically futanari ๐ง
I am actually futanari
8ts not that i want to expose myself. No no no i am concious that i wpulsnt want to share stuff due to its just my own shit right. But i also dont want to censor myself, it feels weird like i wont post bc its too venting-ish, okay well i dont want to bother ppl with my problems and that, but then what if we take it so far as to make sure none of our vulnerabilities get out that everything then feels too exposed, and also if something is noo too lackluster to post then youd always want to make the way in which you present yourself more exiting, and, then you always have that expectation to always be interesting. So i dont know bc self censorship is ai dee kay. But maybe you dont want to share stuff, we dont share stuff with ppl around us all the time right. It jist gets tricky in like online.. Hmm
aiueo
My greatest wish is to be more social and socially skilled and was able to open my mouth to just say what im thinking to other people
je suis tres sensible et je suis degoute de moi meme
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okay beeper used to work on android 6, but i think based on some comments it no longer does. so android 8??10???
ketai denwa
i want a ketai jst becausething thing japan
so lazyyy to read oof. i wish there was a guide to flipphones like a fulllllguide
Tout les jours, si es que je m'arrรชter, je pense immรฉdiatement, je suis un personne tres mauvies, mauvies, je me dรฉteste, je ne sais que je pourre fair pour arrรชter cette sentiment, seulement qui je l'encontre dans mon cour, parce qu'il ne peux pas de รชtre lourd. Cest horriblement. Je deteste la facon que je ruinรฉe la vies de les personnes.
Lucky for me i am not only incredibly sexy and funny, but also, also well, just lacking all the rest, and all the above as well.
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You coudl technically, since there is truly no such thing as yourself, only the world, the universe - the entirity of existence. Can we move beyond the I and realise the mere existance that is reality.
How can you escape something as unescapable as yourself
Even if i am a horrible person, ill still always try to become a better person, even if ill never be one
I miss when i lacked critical thinking and was just mezmerized by life. Sure people said hey why would this happen xxxx doesnt make sense but it was like this i giess that made me really gullible. But i feel like i cant feel the same again.
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O shoudl wrote today man
I am so full of emotions and i dont know how to handle them. I also want a flippione.
The more i stay from endless scrolling algorithms the more it infuriates me coming back to them i try to delete the app as soon as possible i dont Kean im flexing noooo(??) Its jist how much it makes me mad about ebing there i feel like id sink into mindlessness and it jist leaves a bad taste in my moith and i also know dammwell id make my head hurt. Scrolling with other ppl is fun though
Haha no hw done... Its okay..... Ill draw something โญ๏ธ
Salida Hacia la Esperanza
Zleeping iz good
NOOO I LOVE MY FREI DS NO JO ajd they dont hate me i think,,, noooo they dont hate me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-( (pikifries pikifriens(
Todo esta bien (หถยฐแดยฐหถ)
Starving myself? Augh i gave up and i dont wanna get steperorosis plus i like hair staying on my head. Killing myself??? Ehh no im not impulsive enough to do that. Isolating myself?? No i mean i was lonely for a while, its not that. I for sure hate myself and sometimes that makes me limit myself but thats more due to anxiety which has improved. Ive always been trying to but im not impulsive enough, but if i think about it, my skin is the least one that afflicts my health. Its kind of a contradiction, a big one, i wanna harm myself, and make myself suffer, but not at the spense of my health or improvement
You know there arent lots of ways to inflict harm of yourself especially ones that dont impair your health
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Omgauh let me learn japaneseeee 2ithout paying!!!!!!!!!! ๐ข๐ข๐ข๐คฌ๐ก๐ก๐ก๐ก
No because ive had the same todo list for kohths i havent d9ne anyhtibf
Guh i love my friends okay yodonliat
YODOLISRLT
kyocer :drool: ๐คค๐คค๐คค๐คค๐คค๐คค๐คค
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windoes sixseven
get a atreaming seercbice kusic rasberry pi i have to read and reesearxhb
You ino2 somtimes i deel a like a annoying 12 year old boy who amkes annoying monkey noices in the middle of the class and aays unfunny jokes
Aould i ave. a todolist
You know i spent the longestttt lungusttt time im just onna say it i dojtnwalus7t want2 look like i could be a euthe4 girl or a boy bit specifically like a girl that kinda looks like a boy and a bpy that kinda looks like a girl either.
"" ai"" cant want to try, or want to try hard, or want to try hard despite failure.
Okays sunset is at 6pm yessss
Ahhhhhhhhh
Iyyyauugghhhh
ayeooYEOOOWWCHHYYHY
Ugh stupid things i sont want to think about now
When i feel anxiety i jist say i hate myself i hate myself over and over again and hope my body gets hurt in whatever way so i dont feel it anymore
ha..NO MORE!!!!
i know what you mean when you say you want to disappear
i need to stop existing
okay icant fricking copium bc it couldve geneunly been great and i wish so obviously but, that doesnt mean im have to stop tryying. it just means it couodv ebeen so fucking good. and thast true it coudve been miles. but isnt everything. idk how pent up ill be
search what to do if you dropped the ball GO
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stop being a dumbassssssssssssss OPPPRTUNTIIES WILL COME FOR THOSE OF US
IGUTS I DROPPED THE BALLL SO FUCKING BA
ookay hi guys i am a normal person that isnt affected by this whatsoever and continues to live their best life while not being afffected by missed opportunities that couldve been the best thing ever but im not gonna regret bc i am a normal person who is moderetly affected by their emotions so i wil not kms i will not kms lololol hhows youd evern!!!!!!!!!1 think of that!!!!!!!!!1 LLOLOLOLO XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD thats sofunny so funny. you know . id ever do that. i jst live my best life ONOOOOO IM REMBERNG EVERYTHING AND I WNT TO KSM AGAIIN WAHHAhaHHAHH sim so sad again bc i reebere nooooo I REMEBERED AND IM SAD AGAIN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. whch is what i would say. if i was overtly affected byy my emtoions. but im not, so i contunue, to look forward. happy face, happyface happyface happyface. I DO NOT REMEEBER I DO NOT WEEP I DO NOT REGRET. OT. ANYMORE. NOT NOT NOT NOT
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i shall distract myself through youtube. i shall distract myself and feel no regret. i shall continue LIKE NOTHING HAPPPNED, NOTHING HAPPENED. [IMMENSE COPIUM COPIUM COPIUM COPOIUM CPOUM]
do not live your life by what it couldve been, but rather what it has the potential to be, those who put limits to their mminds uhh, something something - someone , probably
THIS WILLL WORK ๐คซ๐คซ๐คซ๐คซ๐ซฃ๐ซฃ๐ซฃ๐ซฃ๐ซฃ๐ซฃ๐ซฃ๐๐๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน
okay plan then is:
-stop being a pussy
-be th opposite of a pussy
-get intel information
wahh wahhh think solder think. ill beat myself. BEAT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
okay i wlll just make out the best of this version of myself even though thr other woude been greater great greater wah wah wahhhh waaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i like to think that in another timeline me that didnt dropped the ball is living that and yk good for me. there jst has to be someone that chose otherwise so,,, im gonna have to be this,, version,,, of myself, of the timeline. i have to cope. copium copium copium. great copium. bc i jjust think there is ANOTHER VERSION OF MSYEFL THAT DIDNT DO THIS AND GOT WHTAT I WANT. IT SHPULDVE BEEN ME THOUGH UFCK
still sad
i am sad and repent obviously but its all okay , i mean. ill figure it out i have toooo dawg. dawg I NEVER LOSE HOPE.๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ I THINK
insane
i think i might pull something insane
no matter how hard i try to to see the positive im still so fucking repent over it fuck shittttttt
dude i will think about thsi the whole fucking semester and ghow i dropped the ball so hard and how i cohsould ve just fucking oaugh i will regret this whole semester i will. NO I WILL BECOME A MBETTER PERSON!!!!!!!!
THIS IS GONNA FORCE ME TO STOP BEING A PUSSY . BC IF I HAD GOTTEN TEH EASY WAY IT WPULDV E BEEN AWSOME> BUT NOW I HAVE TO FFROCE MYSELF TO STOP BEING A PISY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO ME!!!!!!!!!!!! THE UNIEVRSE IS FORCING MYSELF TO STOP BEING A PUSSYYYY PLEASES OH MY GOD (even if it wouldve been great absolutfuckinglaly geereat great hreat greatest sad FACE SAF FACE WAHHHHHH SADDD AWAHHHHHHH . no OKAY. i NEED> to get tup. get up soldeier)
NO I NEED TO KEEP goIng I CAN MAKE IT I CAN MAKE IT I NEED TO THINK FASTER THINK SMARTER
still im gonna cry i could cry i could cry and foever
THIS IS NOT A SIGN ITS A SIGN TO TRY HARDERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
i had hopes for this an i ddint tuhink it was possible or rather by a very small margin and , lesson of theday is to ALWAYS pray on that 1%%%% bc it might be possible ๐๐๐๐๐
guys this wouldvebeen MY CHANCE. THE BIGGEST OPPORTUNITY EVER> . NY CHANCE EVER> and i dropped it so hard fml fml fml fml fml fuckmy lifeee wah wah
AUGH BUT STILLL I HAD SO MANY OPPORTUNTIES (2-3) AND I STILL DIDNT FUCKING WAUSGWXGYDGUCRUFG IM SO MAD UDDE I SHODDVE IEMD SO AASADDDDD IM SO SAD AND I CANAT GET OVER IT LIKE I COULD BUT I TS JUST COMPLETY AWEFUL AND I WILL GET OVER T
i dropped the ball so harddddd kms. aughhhhh there goes my 1 billion dollar opportunity
once i hack this life its so oveerrrrrrrr its so overrrrrrr im gonna be the happiest person
no my period cme back okay i brought this on myself ive been spikking my t,,,, bc i forget to apply it in the morning and then i dont anna mess up but it doesnt even mater.
Lol perhaps after i get into the habit ill stop writting so much kn here skme stuff its not that its bad being piblic but i like tk keep things compartmentalized and so. This is for the fun of typing i suppose
Well 5here goesnmy 750 strea. I only had 2 days so its all goodm today i sacrfified it. But ill get into the habit
8 guess i am uncomfyrabke s s metimesntonpost on pikidiar. Or rather im like this is so boeing thing why would i post it no one will like it amd i will just clock site. There is not much nikki jn pikki nikki. This si closer to my diary tbh. Okay no its teh braindumpinng this is something weird. But i like it here
I dont want to be anyone at all
repeating this is how it should be . this is how it should be. this is how it should be.
i can get up from my chair
there is noooooobody else out there, its only you.
llollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll i know what i need to do know. listen
its not fun anymore
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Meoowwww
i dont identify as, consider myself, label as or follow anything. The problem is not the labels themselves, but people identifying with them. Identification bring about fake boundaries, groupings, and therefore conflict.
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I se much regret but ice red anf learn and now know hay i ALU want. In is tiรฑeron i just need rรญo ve brave? And try
I want to know how to be friends
Even wjen im alone i prohibit myself from stimming because...????
be me
feels sad or frustrated or contrained by the tools or things around me
simply hear the potential existance of a solution
be so exitef you have to take a break (??
I havnet even KNOWN if. There is but stuff lile tjis so i have to walk fot 10 minuetes bc i get #exitef olay
:( meow meow meow
I think i forgot wjat this osge was supposed to be
Lowkirkeneunly I JUST WANT TO BE YOUR FRIENDDDDDDD YOUR BEDT FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANT TO GO AND BE LIKE OH EM GEE ITS MY SUPER AWSOME KAWAI BEST FRIEN!!!! HOW IS MY SUGOIEST BWST FRIEND DOING!!!!! AND HNAG OUT AND TALK EVERY TIME PLEASE I IS IT THAT MUCH \โ ห โ ห โ/ \โ ห โ ห โ/ \โ ห โ ห โ/ ^>^<^ olay its probs not best friend jidt friend but its so much that thats how it feels
Akshually, lets focus inwards
I am scared of beinh a bit insensitive. Bc my synpathy is jackshit. Im scared that when i write my writting wont rlly tale into account or communicate the concern fof people, i usually ser myself as being very bad at that. My empathy is pretty good thouhh but i have it all as conceptual factors in my head not feelings induced to communicate, i cant feel much?(?)
Haha. Its like synthesyzing. Of course.
Omay thanm god it hoight it deketed whay i wrote. I am lowtrwally dryinbggggg and i feel like throeing up omy god sad face saf face saf face saddd. But to aummarize i think the plasible ansewr is writting as understanding vs writting as conlcuing/communicating. And concluding/communicatiog implied goong through all the differing data points and coming to a cohesive explanation (and by cohesive, maybe not agreeing, but that answers for all reasons for x and y) amd that requited understanding manu litgle pieces, and their relationship.
But how to orgjnize my thoughts ๐๐๐๐๐๐i dont think figma is working. Maybe it is not sigma after all...
A notes app should work jist well i domt know why. I think bc iy would be kond of #ANNOYINGGGGGGG to switch back and forth betweennnnn my notes in one app and infromation in another. But tbh i djnt elly reasearch while on my phone. Its just way easier to gey my thoughts out of ohone so i shoudl take advantage of that? โโโโโโโ and the figma is jist limiting bc of ui and loading times. Maybe ill stop being #lazy #and have that #sepsration. Lol. I do want to have a more bigger line between research yhat uou can find (as "" true""'''''factual'''' as it can get... But thats jist like an asymtote, it. Acan get very very closed but ultimatly you cannot be a 1000000000% sure of it, we can only get so closed, and we should aim aso, bc spme thjngs are much less closer. And my research is gonna be there, research should be out yhere, for epoppe to look at, bit conclusions should still be personal ๐๐๐๐ so okay. Oh my god my hirt head hurts. Lol ill stop being a lazy fahg and use obsisian or something soemthibg..... Not that i have actually rezearched anything on figma ezcept for the uh ut was like how much does other external variable factors affect iq scores anndddddddd how much can your score change and the fact some can score more simply bc of their culture)/how they htew up okay yeah. Anddrddd thalose aauest89nasssss and my tesearch is thefeeeee and research is not mseeeeee but i am fhe conclusion actually i am nothing at all there is no observer haha sike!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bc if i is kneowldge and knowledge is past, then the "''''''''''facts''''''''' ot whatevet. Dbut they get meshed up wih history of me ๐ค๐ค๐ค๐คpast๐ค๐ค๐ค and then thats why ppl can have diff conclusions obviously. So what is the line beftween coming into a conclusion and cherry picking information. It seems weird a bit to put a line between research and )///mayne/// comcmusions omy god this sick esss is killing me.... All of you are stupid faggots btw. Ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow. Jist killing love you ah anot really. No such thing as separation . ^_^ i mean i dont know if i research about how immigrant children get lower scores on the verbal section of iq - a section that is in part asssesed by" general knowledge" what frinklin conclusion do you think i am gonna get at, lol.. But i suppose thats why you dont just cherry pick informative (although cheryy pickoing feels malocious intent, iys just like, obvkiviosuness maybe) so, you can have thay piece of data, but maybe there is another data point that says othsr wize or so forth and yeah, i mean i feel like i can rebunk all of that, anx then there comes the question of whay is a good paper anx the whole dilemma of peer reviews that doesnt look bright, of course. Try to think deep but there is so deception and lies. Of courae its tiring, an doeoole get discouraged. I suppose you would record that information from. One dafa set, and them you can formikate a conclusion, of courae, bit thsn if another sata set comes in that might seem contradictory, you gotta be waiting for it, to upsTe anything. And you would think if you got dementia and you atill could form "opinions" i forget the word, on that, but why go to he hastke of reseraching jiat lookn at your researchhh, ans the whole piint is that maybe you keep adding various points of information (not repeating jiat various) so that, well, think. I guess. Lah lah lah lah. I dont know. But im not doing that, i guess i am jist summarizing informaiton i get from a video, cause i know it will sink better, but ive only seem one viewpoint about that topic, j suppose its just for reinforcement. And all that good thing. I unsure.
Ermr j jeed to ask more questions โ โ โ ( ยฐใฎยฐ ) ? โ โ โ ( ยฐใฎยฐ ) ? โ โ โ ( ยฐใฎยฐ ) ? โ โ โ ( ยฐใฎยฐ ) ? (โฏยฐโกยฐ๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป (โฏยฐโกยฐ๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป (โฏยฐโกยฐ๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป (โฏยฐโกยฐ๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป (โฏยฐโกยฐ๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป (โฏยฐโกยฐ๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป (โฏยฐโกยฐ๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป (โฏยฐโกยฐ๏ผโฏ๏ธต โปโโป
Yeah whatever the fuck man so many fags all around im NAHT like you normalfaggs!!!!!
Is it js me or design theorys cute as hell ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐คฅ๐คฅ๐ซฃ๐ซฃ๐ซฃ๐ซฃ๐ซฃno? sorry
So i will jist listen to jiddu
BIT H TCH STOO REFRESHSING FACK. this why i wong use anymore no no. Only pokemon sleep. Only ๐ก๐ก๐ก and shower
Eshtop
Reminder to turn off exif sata
'Jan 24, 2026 - 9:02PM
if a bird flies across the frame i dont think thats a distraction'
Becauseee the bird is PART of the landscape. It might not be the part you want to take a shot off, but it lives there. Exissts there already. It might be annoying if u dont want it but it doesnt feel intrusive, or uncomfortable bc it feels "alien". Something that doesnt quite feel right being there. Ot can also manifest in the real world. I personally get uncomfortable at the sight of bright white lights late at night (because its SUPPOSED to be dark) so the brightness feels intrusive. How to create ui that feels like, an ecosystem? That it feels right, that its supposed to be there.. No intrusive (species) but a home โ โ โ ( ยฐ~ยฐ ) ? โ โ โ ( 'ยฐ~ยฐ ) ?
I havent done my laundry for a month. So its been sitting there. Ive been trying to muster the energy to do it but that hasnt quite worked, although i knew that. Ill just wash one piece at a time every time i shower. I did one today. Hope it doesnt stink and that i can still wear it. But i know its been a long time, actually 1.5 months. So some of it might not go to the way it was, thats okay. Ill salvage what i can. ๐๐
I guesss i am androgynous, just notintensely.?.?.
I should get my sticky rights revoked amd just send am actual reply.... Ost later
I dont feel good, thats okay
Im good at avoiding
Why could i jist die already...?
I still believe that tpn will rise, i mean it has too, if not i wouldve killed myself a long time ago. And also i feel like ots needed, or maybe its just me, fair, i suppose? Theres other stories that also encapsulate and criticize the world as a punishing place for humans (and especially kids) but in that sense, i feel like any story that acknowledges the opression children face is important. I only know else, little prince and asoue? I dont rlly remember any other but also im not really versed in a pletora of media beyond the surface.
Does living in civilazation make us more human and more living than if living otherwise
I lile lookong at tpn art,,,, tpn makes me happy . so never mind/, I'm okay now.
O really enjoy tpn when its kind of vintage aesthetic or wtv, hoestly jist thay it looks old.. Okay maybe jist yellow. Amd the fact that it csn do thag whole being set in teh fiture is so cool, cause yeah theyanre in the temporal futute but they are also in the cuktural? Past. And alsp i wish that as the story provressed, and the resistance grew? Stronger? And technology inccreased aka techjnology. Although i dont like fhe evolution=technology and that that is inherently good. But i jist rhink it would fit so welllllll and it already has some accents it just wasnt explored at all weoll. But as they build more atuff and get more people... I also wish some atoyr regarding some children that also went through the same scape and teyibg to solve thjnfa... And that didnt end well... So it makes even more sense that emma defies destiny(the past is not destiniy, okay destiny is the past but it doesjt exists)
I have been feeling NOTHING the whole day and just i read and juggled and okay my mom wagched a tb show and i scrolled and chatted but not for a long time like not a great chunk i jist juggled and started at teh celijg for hoirs whyyyyyy i feel nothing
I hate that jist loud nocies and lights iguess they are bright but they feel LOUD put me in a bad mood why for t sp tribial
Im also lonely
Yo i go to feeling nothing and nothing except when due to external circumstances i feel happy for the duration if those, but once it ends i go back to feeling nothing. But once a bad thing happens i cant stop ferling like shit even when yhat thjnf ia over
Ugh i friklin hate myself
Thoughts page is just for me to rant and whatever in dont care writting typing, i probably need to make a log for what i see on the internets and videos but um, using figma on mobile is kinda buns and it doesnt quite encourage me to write
Pikinikki is 2 talk w friends thoughts page is to talk to myself and status cafe is the thoughts page but the ones i kinda wish for people to see and have no incentive to reply or even see it per se? (Unlike piki)
Its been a year since i started recovering from disordered eating,,, yay, also feb 8 its;!! my finchs birthday!!! Happy. ๐ฅน๐ฅนbirthday. ๐ฅน๐ฅนPun ๐ค๐ค๐ค
Got libretube tk work again ๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅน๐ฅน๐๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน
So I think if you are bout and about, somewhere youve never been before - vacation! Your freinds enver ever been there either... You see a building... Like the tall infinished building jn europe thay used 2 be called gothic[derogratory] idk teh name but it was what ray out in their lizt of things they wants to see in the human world and tehy go there in the extra chapter! (180.5??) Right.... When phone came out you coildbe been like ahhh i jist saw the thing and it was so sugoi kyaaa>>>_<<<< to your friend.. Yur friend does NOT know what it looks like, you can only describe it, text,,, words. Those are descriptions though, so only the conceptual layer. You Wish you could shoe youre friend the real thing though, right? I mean things such impressive, for them to experience something amazing too! โ;u;. Take a pocture with your camera, now you can shos them it when you get back, so thats somewhat the visual layer! But you wish they could experience it too... But experience, experience is somethinf deeep. And profound. Before image, mahybe making it up with greater description,. Then if also image, maybe a carefully posed image to nail it down. But maybe thats stoll not it. Bc one could hear the wind that goes through the building wooooo shoooush. So for a more "accurate" to the real thang. Description... Image... Audio... So you eish you cojld send a bideo now right... Like dammit if this phone could jist send viseo (ยฌแยดยฌ)(ยฌแยดยฌ)(ยฌแยดยฌ)(ยฌ`แยดยฌ) . and then it can. So now you cann hear the wind, and maybe multiple perspectives. Baugu i wanna check pikidairy. Wrm and. So now friend has more immersove experience rigut? At least... They should... But now that they have a video, would you even bother writting a description??????? Youd think well they can see it and hear it like i did, they can experience it themsekves no need for my retelling cause they can form that with their osn mind... Buit they werent there to actually expereince the wind that made the sound or the surroundings of the actual rock hitting their eyes instead of jist pixels nor the traveling they had to do to get to that place. Maybe we wished for more features so we could encapsulate every experience to the max. For outselves too, to remeber, to freeze a moment, that moment. And we got features, but before,,, maybe you wouldve recorded more thoughful audio, ahots that were more intentional, words that described it better. And when we have all of these features... Maybe effort, thoughtfulness in each of them goes aeay, bc why take the time with one when you can make that up by having jist a lot, many. But no. Yes we are not writting a book, we jist want to share a glimpse, a superficial idea. We just want to share everything, keep track of it, remeber it. All of it, to a lot of psople, places, but only Superficially.. Bc now we have so much to share, why keep tinkering with onlh one? The countless of freatures, even a replica in like a 3d expericne thay sorta replicates the sensaitojs, wouldnt be your experience of the actualllll thing, just an immersive experience fo a relica. Immersive... As in displayex with various sensory ompressions. Not immersive in the sense that it makes a deep expereince (i mean if your goal is for experience of jist vr, then yeah, bit not the actial thing, cause vr isnt that, its just another thing, pretty much an impression() amd espcially necauee the picture the sound all of that migth ne choppy, not made with care, bc yiu have so many things supporting uou, thats boitta do the job? Sure the ociture expands but it doesnt... Deepen. And someone can very carefully, intentionally, lay out the sounds, the images, the surrpundings, the sensation, even some kind of cause and effect events in a very intentional matter. And that woudl be cool, even if its a vr experience or wtv, yeah its noy the actual thing its not. The actu thing is in, europe. This is in idk a room, in some other continent. Bit youte still experience the impression of yhat thing, hat someone took a lot of effort anf cafe tk make and hell it could be amazing and cool and, art. So less than impressions of real things, not real things themsleves being the problem,,, ita yhe care we put into making stuff. Making stuff can be facilitated, made easier and more convinient, but not the intention to do it. Its innate. If impression was a problem then art wouldnt be... Art. One thing is experiencing the thing itself, which is an amazing thing, totally, true, the physicallity of it and its exostance. Another thing is expericinf art, which is ewually as valid, even if its jist paint on canvas that jist looks like the thing, ita also amazing, and less than the truth of the objects (physical? Existance) its yhe truth of the care the artist put, into the strokes, the effort they put into conveying thay object, we experience.. intention. Care. Their relation to the thing, we are shared that as well. Wish is then becomes our relation to the thing and our relation to the artists relation to the thing and well, its like if two mirroorz were put infron of rachothed right. You can only look so far, but it technically never ends. Maybe thats the difference in snapping a pciture by doubleclixking and merely pointing to the thing, and to taking out camera shot lightingkkkk and else i dont even know can you omagine?!! We are so enamoured by life, and also so enamoured by the [that awe] changes, impacts, builds, forms, transforms us, and that makes us change it as well.
Teenaers started existing in the 1950s-1๐ค๐ค๐ค980z
I DONT CARE!
Instagram is so shitttttttt I hate ut
I hate myself, that's why I stayed up until late so as to get little sleep and wreck my day, I hate myself, that's why I cut , and burnt my skin. I hate myself, that's why I didn't have friends. I hate myself, that's why I tell it to myself everyday. I hate myself, that's why when I was 10, I made myself sleep in the cold hard floor as a punishment for hurting my mom, but to my surprise, that would only make her more mad, more pissed at me, even when I tried to correct it, i only made things worse. And she insisted I slept on the bed, but how could I, the bed was soft and warm, it wasn't anything that I deserved, and after hurting her, how could I, how could I do it. I was already confused and just wanted it to end and get what I deserve, but it only made things worse and worse. And I had to sleep on the bed, I did not deserve to. And only gave more trouble to my mom. I hate myself, that's why I ignore people. I hate myself, that's why I starved myself. I hate myself, that's why I have never ever ever ever ever ever told someone I was hurt, and have been in pain for a long time. I hate myself, thats why I keep making the same mistakes, to hurt me, over and over again. I hate myself, that's why I wanted to kill myself.
I got abused because I fucking deserved it. That's what I deserve.
I don't know if I should say anything, because it feels like everyone went through the same. That doesn't make it good, much is broken but no one ever says anything. No one thinks it's abnormal, it's been made that way.
I wish I could feel happy
because I want to prove that I hate myself huh.
"for once in your life" yeah shut the fuck up. REALLY? I have NEVER in my life listened to you? Ever? If you think I'm so horrible just tell me off omy God. I do listen and I get nothing, I make the same mistake and it's like it's all I ever do, and I ever will be. Fuck if you see me and think I am such a bratty bitch maybe I should just leave because I try to think I am not but then I keep being shunned down and keep being told I will always be like that. Like this. I don't know why I try, or if you pretend to like me. Pretend like I'm not a monster. If I am a monster then stop filling me with false hope and just let me hate myself is that not what we want? If I don't deserve compassion why do you pretend. If people like me deserve to be punished, deserve to be hurt, if that's the truth, if I am actually so dispicable why even put up with me, if I cause trouble, and am insufferable, and a burden, how can you not hate me, how can I not hate myself. All of this just makes me want to destroy myself . Why can't I, I wish I could beat myself up until I passed out. If this is the unraveling of self hatred, of course we don't like horrible people. Of course. Doesn't that make you want to beat me to death, because it does for me. Doesn't unmoralness conjure a ticking purge? If that's who I am, and I'm reminded of it, if I'm reminded that I have nothing but hate towards my existence, why switch between pretending otherwise, I wish I could just get it over with, or live in denial, but why waver in between, if remembering makes it harder to pretend the next day, and just reminds me how I shouldn't be here, ifim trying to ignore myself, but remember the need to get rid of me, well it's not nice, and the more I fuck up, the more I wish I could hurt myself, hit myself, so I could correct this thick skull and selfish attitude. I know getting rid of myself isn't the answer but the drive I feel the most is to punish the unrighteous, hurt the person, hurt my body, hate myself, hate my existence, and prove it.
I like changing my mind.
It was clear she was the victim, and I was, I, I could've stopped any second, but I didn't, I made it turn out this way, I chose this
This party is a humiliation ditual
"meds could change your life"
its only reasonable people are more well versed in todays politics than that of 50 years ago. Even if the mainstream, and most views, still operate inside the "accepted" boundaries, sometimes even point to how the boundaries are unfairly, erroneously drawn. But we still need to think without the box. The need for community clusters people into groups, groups are polarized to keep both sides busy with each other. Ideas are only discussed within these narrow boundaries, so anything that doesnt fit inside gets drowned, so it gets harder for people to think in other gradients, cause it seems like no one else's out there, or if there are they are "lunatics". Many don't enjoy being alone, plus rejected. However the past can be a great place for context and to find clues. The picture becomes clearer, right?
el PUTO WIFI
No one can make you understand except yourself
if only people could stop using derogatory language to target and refer (those with) "unfathomable" views, opinions, ideas, etc.
to say that some information should be highlighted as misinformation, and instead lead people towards the correct information. But its a narrow set of agents that deem what misinformation is in the first place. We need all information, we need to determine for ourselves, otherwise its not self powered researching, analysing, nor concluding, just understanding whatever it is that you are expected to think
i have fixed my ways, at least im trying to.
no such thing as a normal amount of thinking, however you may find that dwelling on the same thing over and over again is getting you no where, hence 'overthinking'. But that implies you can think 'more' or 'beyond' a 'healthy' amount. Which definitely isn't true, maybe reflecting on whether that thinking is harming rather than helping, which i just self care? I wouldn't even call it "helpful thinking" because it would probably imply a standard people wrongly compare themselves too. That's just the weirdness of linguistics and human nature not being able to accurately be reflected in it, maybe that's why definitiveness, constraints and clear cut definitions can cause infinite confusion and quarrels as one static sentence cannot represent the changing nature of existence, concepts do change, at least our understanding of things. Words are merely (the best) proxy we have
you wouldn't want to stigmatize people for being what they are, in some sense classification is also a culprit since it brings otherness
Christianity androgyny and mbti slop is not something id expect to see
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the fact that media is expected to be a definite display hub for morality says a lot about societies lack of effort to stop harmful practices
Omohide Poro Poro is my favorite Ghibli film, even though i just watched this one ~half a year ago and ive been watching Ghibli since i came out of the womb basically. Haha it is not only because because i find the main characters childhood abuse relatable nuhuh its bc i ALSO want to be a farmer, checkmate suburbians. hey a girl can only dream amiright ๐โ๏ธ
if a bird flies across the frame i dont think thats a distraction
I know i wrote that on a whim but the lack of stricture frustrates me, or rather my lack of knowledge on how to structure writting. I went through 4 years of ontarian highschool english its ridiculous how this isnt address. Sure eng class teaches some stuff but slapping "PEAR" into every piece of written media seems a bit shallow. I dont think all should be aimed to be written like an academic paper, and pear is just a way to structure it yes, but only one way. Maybe i have to tinker to see how to apply the things that work into the way i want to write but the thing its that its ridiculous that youre only presented with one option.
Current culture is ""pornographic"". Its devoid of genuineness, honesty and continuity. Sentiment is hidden under irony. All we are fed is output. Which is definitely satisfying, espeiclally when engineered to evoke no discomfort, but oversaturation is cloying. On the other hand, process can definitely feel tedious, uncomfortable, but it bears richer fruit. Emotion, honesty, thought, ideas, care, art, it all takes time. For songs emerge along silence. Chopped segments forcing their way into the day. But time runs on cycles. Youve comed into metamorphosis only at the end, becoming blinded to the story. Its all the sensations of life removed from experience, from process, from time. Without memory, it erases the subject, erasing the meaning that is existing as "I". What could be more untrue than that. And because all metamorphosis take time we turn them off. So the caterpillar got scared to start the process, and it never changed.
why would you delete my draft fag
i made a pixiv accoutn and its cool rediscovering all the tpn fanart
Top 10 things i love one of them is christian symbolism in the promised neverland
ILL DRAW SOMETHING FOR NINJAGO 15 ANNVERSAYR THIS WEEKBED
i joked around unprompted and now i feel a lil bad
why was 9/11 such a deeper turning point if there had been terrorist attacks before no? at least war , or violence? it cant just be media coverage, bc thats just more and more direct. I think its the measures that made life different ("post 9/11) but those are greatly influenced by the governments laws, i think they just took that event as a way to put '''temporary''' stricter constraints
i have begun to appreciate wikipedia more, its actually so cool (espeically since goog wont show snippets unless -ai, sometimes) i think i just relied on goog to show me wikipedia snippets or similar, but w/o that then wikipedia really comes into place
don't put your thoughts into other's head, i wonder if ill ever learn how to do that
hi im very exited for my free timE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 bu t first i need to finish bio and phsyics -3-
Oh im fucked i didnt realize
Sighhh i dont like myself,nsorry that i keep posting but its actually yhe only thought that comes into my mind
at least i dont want to [actually] kill myself anymore it just feels like that
Actually i dont even know if ive felt better ive just felt less strongly ,i still get sad and stressed and anxious just less right. I mean i do feel happier more often anddddd i dont feel as guilty for being friends with people, for the most part.
i hate this stupida good for nothing brain that cant function unless theres a crocodile holding a gun to my head while arrastandome por la borda of a tall building okay im sorry that was a little mean but i digress
also my thoughts here swing so much in one direction or the other lololololz
Poating here makes me realise how i am in fact not doing well, i mean yes this is the best ive been in YEARS and that is true its better than before. But i guess im still not just fine
I am genuinely sorry for people who are friends with me, i think about that a lot
I didnt realize i ran out of HRT lol ill go after tmrs exam ๐ฉต๐ฉต๐ฉต
Im hopeless
i WILL grind #grindmaxxing
I lav ya my silly thoughts page never change
Actually lol im not sharing my intellectual endevours here ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ ill just use a private server or whatever. Goodnight aweet dreams i need to work on sleeping earlier and actually being able to cry or go away if youre not gonna do that!!!!
i dont care about anything and that makes me have a infinite desire to harm myself and just destroy my physical existence
why have i been getting so sad so easily, theres nothing to cry about, but still i feel like so. why do i feel like crying if theres nothing wrong. im such a sad little man. i know people dont hate me but ofcourse people hate me because i dont like myself
Tech is mostly neutral, at least, we have a problem, and the tool that could solve it, tools are neutral right? The companies and all the jargon that using the tool implies, that isn't, and thats why awarness ia important, but thats where encouragement comes in? ( public insistance?)
hate subscriptions
La puta tele y el putoo wifi ๐ซฉ๐ซฉ๐ซฉ๐ซฉ
Ok chnaged my name because all fo this is TENTATIVE!!!! My thoughts will change, hopefully, sorry if i wver post something thats weird, post less to make an assertion and more to figure it out. Greatt
I wonder if i should post my actual trains of thoughts...trains??? Lines of thought? I usually think i think about more problematic things than i do i probably dont even, hmm, i just dont trust that my knowledge is correct, i am not confident in my knowledge. But maybe i should post it here so it builds my confidence? Even if its not accurate its not that my practices are bad, and i dont have to double check. Maybe i should put that as a disclaimer i dont double check information usually here because im not posting anything (curated, that i think ppl will actually see so i do care about my influence of my words) uhm if anyone happens to see this, just know everything is, TBD. Not my final thoughts, but we have to get there somehow? Ill just do that here then. No dont look at my psosts ahhh. But then i dont wanna dk it in a google doc or something??? A private account??? Meh wahetevr this is private enough LOLZ
okay i hide from webring lets motha#fri#ckin#re#tard#out
Maybe i ahould opt out of the wrbring cause thisbis where i poatmy hald baked psots no no dont take this sraly guys its wrutten by me. I like learning about tech now and i am an amature in everything i consume
Oh on the flip phone yes i want kyocera but i think i can get another phone and just paint it green lolz, although old android seems fine honestly i just want "dumbphone"" ehh i dont know about that word, as in i wouldn't wish for many modern apps except maybeee youtube through libretube (i love libretube libretube none of that newpipe chud ๐๐)
Design may be complex but intuitive and functional but why does it have to be ugly. Okay not ugly, just flat, i just think that skeuomorphism can also do a lot for good design in the way it makes it feel more "at home" and bridges the connection to real life. We can have the functions memorized, so theres no functional need to intuitively guide user experience through real life cues, but when you look at a screen who's design does not remind you of anything in real life but other functions in the same screen, what are you looking at? Its like looking at nowwhere in particular, its not trying to be a place (on earth) but its own realm, i just think we are already connected and feel more at home, in our planet you know
I am such a frickinnnnn loser i hate that people have to deal with me and my bullshit. I dont wish to bother people , i just give trouble cause im troubled.
Lose it has been an app since ios 6?? # today i learnt
I can feel my brain rotting. I dont really care much about performance anymore. As long as i know how to learn, and have time for it, and actually get to satisfy my curiosity. Sorry this is genuinine pezposting no fap no cap no filter this is what i like to think about and my mentallity when i am not trying to dilly and dadle and actually communicate, i just want to understand, myself primarily.
If we admire someone for their talent it is not talent in the sense that they can do what we also do much better than us. But in the sense that we can't even see what they are doing or if they are doing something at all
. If you are a cartoonist you don't admire a better cartoonist. That's part evvy and part shame. If you are a cartoonist you admire a swimmer, a cook, a car driver, a singer.
Why do i feel so sad. Why do i get so sad i feel like crying. Like for no reason i just do even if i was fine before.
its kinda hard toread on old reddit
I wanat wa afillipppppphone ao badd and i cant st0pp!nn rbinking aboit it the phone and the phone and ghe j just wantbit in mu hands but i have atuff to do and i need to reaeacrh more, focourse, i just started exploring but mike i need it ahhh;;;;;!!!!!!! Ahhh!!! Please its all ive been thinking ahout
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inore te compny idk idc i just can look at tehhe line up pf phones !!! oh my gah!!!!!! https://www.y2kphones.com/collections/japanese-keitai-flip-phones
i love yi sheng
aughh my head hurt
Actually i have hope
srry i dont Jike myself at all
(@previouas posts) yeah whatever you say man ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ green kyocera kyf37 gratina
does anyone like a faggot with trauma i dont onowi feel disgusting for ebeing abused
Also i went to a restaurant and lowkey felt triggered but i tugged it out and still ate a cheescake ay the end so ๐
I amnoy myself why do i feel like this this strongly and this hated for something it shouldnt bother me if i dont go out of my way to solve it or i cant do much to solve it but i still wish otherwise and i feel hated and forgotten and then i js hate myself for feeling ugly feelings. Are they ugly. Im bad at feeling being left out. Okay.
wiat i ink i fiannlly dnrstand xenoendder, kool.
i soukd be resposible tis weednend
emotional...intimacy????
i think i hate myself because i am lame and insipid a tad bit offputting
i ate cereal so im okay now
tis vivaldi kinda goated
i cant deal with randomness and non rigorous categorization
can my parents stop yelling for no fcking reason
i knw i choose to reserve myself bt after everything always feel , envious? i dont know. and well like a loser, but its my choice cause i keep being apussy
i dont like that
i cant even type what i feel because it doesnt make sense yet it ruins my day
i hate myself so much its ridiculous
my dog so cut3
hehe i am posting
oh almost time 2 sleep,,, i hope its snow day tommoroow
i js found my cousins youtube channel,
do you see so many pink elephants because they are taboo?
i stopped sweating so ill just do one page (๏ผโฒโ`) spare me, ill sleep in class tomorrow whatevz
there should be a day when no one can be sarcastic or ironic
oh yeah i tried hashtagg soreto ๐ browssers and options are the palemoon and monkey which are more true to back then? but i trid vivaldi js with cooler icons not rlly retro but i rlly enjoy the tools the browser offers. theres also firefox customize w css and you can do more customizization than vivaldi but as i said vivaldi tools r rlly convincing me,, theres also internet brwoser and is cool but kinda nakedbones
im so tired but i didnt study, ive rlly just gave up and chose to sleep instead for the past months 90% of the time but its the last one i guess ill study a bitttt
im so tired but ill go
i have the most basic url but it was too tempting
fackkkkk my chulife
2 go or 2 not go 2 club,,,,
can i stop caling myself slurs
i couldnt run today because it was all icy โฏ๏ธฟโฐ
i start learning japanese
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in east asia particularly japan (korea too?) 4 [ๅ] is seen as unlucky because its pronounced as ใ[shi] the same as death[ๆญป]. april fools is probably of roman origin (?) . but its interesting how its the 4th month of the year, and despite ๅ (4) having two pronunciations (ใ [shi] or ใใ [yon]) april [ๅๆ] is pronounced as ใใใค [shigatsu]
i like to think,
but i hope to learn how to code so i could technically make smt like this, and everything hopefully ill sneak in cs this semester and ill becoming a CODING MASTER 107 but for now aim a coding crook
this page is so fricking sigma yo. so frickin sigma. ts so sigma. so, si
GAHHHHH ive been looking for a page like this FOREVER i searched the entire web so many sites for a site like this and i coulndt find one so i guess i had to do it myself,,,found this through link im so glad yayayya im gonna use this very much
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